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22nd-Dec-2013 11:51 pm - Big Christmas Dance Show
Yesterday we had our big night - the dance show we prepared for during the last few months!
It was a mix of modern ballet and hip hop, really exciting and lovely dance.
I'll share some photos and a video soon.

I still need to prepare a ton of stuff for Christmas... but I simply cannot bring myself to it. I'm in no Christmas mood and just want the whole shitty charade to be over with.
On December 27th and 28th I'm going to be at EVE DANCE, an awesome workshop for - you guessed it - dancing!
I need to find my love for dancing again... it's hard when you feel obligated to dance, but well, dance shows are just like that.

By the way, I'm still alcohol free! It's kinda awesome, because I don't feel hungover on the weekends. Starting to enjoy this! And it's not THAT hard not to drink!

Thanks for reading, guys. It really means a lot.
3rd-Jan-2013 02:06 pm - Review of 2012

Oh well, I know I never post any journal entries anymore... but still, I love to do this review, if only for myself.
So, here's to 2012!

Summary of 2012Collapse )
I didn't make any real big resolutions, but I wanted to play more videogames and draw more. Both worked out very well. For 2013, I really want to start dancing more. Play more great games, make great games, create things.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, fortunately not.

5. What countries did you visit?
Austria, Germany, Singapore, Croatia.

6. What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012?
More sports/dancing, more creativity, more scientific research.

7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

23.01.2012: Oral Master Exam
24.02.2012: Radio Interview
29.02.2012: Moved to Regensburg
01.03.2012: First day at CipSoft
6.6.2012: First time I met my boyfriend Adnan
6.7.2012: Graduation party
7.7.2012 - 8.7.2012: Urban Art Forms Festival
11.8.2012 - 17.8.2012: Vacation in Croatia
23.11.2012 - 4.12.2012: Traveled to Singapore for Siggraph Asia Conference

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Master of Arts title, getting a great job, meeting my boyfriend

9. What was your biggest failure?

Not being clear enough about my (lack of) feelings for a person and thus hurting them, the cancellation of a work project

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I hurt my leg during a full split and couldn't dance properly for a while. Also, I was sick a lot around the year, cought a cold here and there etc. That sucked!

11. What was the best thing you bought?
PlayStation 3, furniture for my flat, iPhone4S

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Adnan's, for he changed to be a better man. For himself, but also for me.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? worried?
My brother's, kind of. But he will be his old self soon again, I guess. My friend Tom's, who was hurt deeply by me, but still was too much of an asshole about it. Also, my boyfriend's mother, who's a biatch.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Flat, Singapore. :)

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
First day of work, Siggraph Asia in Singapore, 2NE1 live concert.

16. What song will always remind you of 2012?
Carly Rae Jepson ‘Call me Maybe2NE1's ‘I love you’.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? ame
iii. richer or poorer? efinitely richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Creative work (private), dancing, travelling.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Procrastinating. Spending time with people I actually don't like that much.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
With my boyfriend and close family, eating TONS of food and drinking, getting lovely presents and gifting a lot. Going out for drinks.

22. Did you fall in love in 2012?

23. How many one-night stands?
A few which I'm not proud of. But still, I realized that a committed relationship is A LOT better.

24. What was your favourite TV programme?
Grey’s Anatomy’ and ‘New Girl’. Als
Game of Thrones'

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really hate, just looking down on some people who lost my respect.

26. What was the best book you read?
Hunger Games’ and ‘Gerald's Game’.

27. What was your greatest musical (re)discovery?
Taylor Swift & IAMX

28. What did you want and get?
My Masters title, a cute little flat, a boyfriend

29. What did you want and not get?
A new computer, a TV, a tattoo

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
The Hunger Games’, 'The Avengers'

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Spent the day at work. Got an awesome carpet from my coworkers! Went to a vegetarian restaurant with friends and boyfriend in the evening. I turned 25!

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Making a short movie or indie game privately

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?
Geek shirts, jeans, comfortable and fun. I love that I don't have to emphasize my personality by dressing a certain way. I'm just myself and dress as I want.

34. What kept you sane?
Work, my family

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
2NE1, all actors from The Avengers and The Hunger Games

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The Shooting at Newtown, Connecticut. The rape of a yound woman in India which sparked an intense discussion about feminism and women rights.

37. Who did you miss?
My family, my cat, some of my university collegues

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Adnan, my boyfriend. My coworkers :)

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
You don't have to choose between a career or private life - when you have the right job, love what you do and meet the right person, you can easily have both and a fulfilling life.
Money is not everything, but it makes life easier.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Black clouds are behind meI now can see aheadOften I wonder why I tryHoping for an endSorrow weighs my shoulders downAnd trouble haunts my mindBut I know the present will not lastAnd tomorrow will be kinderTomorrow will be kinderIt’s true, I’ve seen it beforeA brighter day is coming my wayYes, tomorrow will be kinder

23rd-Oct-2011 12:21 pm - A new beginning!
Hello everyone,
this is the continuation of my old journal princess_pipi. I'm currently on the verge of a new life chapter, so I decided to change to a new account and a whole new type of diary.

I will mostly write about:
+ my studies and university life (Multi Media Art course)
+ my work as Lead Artist at a gaming company
+ my various stupid creative projects
+ my hobbies: reading, dancing, shopping, music, partying
+ fashion (everything from japanese underground to haute couture)
+ my crazy unfulfilling love life and stupid affairs
+ from time to time: diet, sports and healthy living :)

Please feel free to add me as a friend if you are interested to read about all that stuff.

Read you soon!

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